What is this feeling?

What is this feeling? Alive but not living, just breathing in and breathing out. I remain lost in my thoughts. I keep wandering in the past. I am physically present here, but mentally somewhere else. Sadness has made a permanent home in me. I don’t want to get up. I want to just keep lying … More What is this feeling?

How am I feeling?

How am I feeling? It’s feeling like my world has fallen apart. It’s feeling like you weaved a dream and someone just crushed it. It’s feeling like you built a sandcastle protecting it from waves and suddenly a wave came and destroyed it. It’s feeling like you are trapped in a closed dark room and … More How am I feeling?